Apr 26, 2012

Physcial Healing

(last night's message - the major points were highlighted in the Fire Bible, I've expounded on them)


I came across the story of a little boy named Grayson this week. He’s 4. He’s actually the son of the DYD in Oklahoma. He has stage four neuroblastoma cancer and has for a while. His family has been blogging about their journey with this disease. I read four entries and was blinking back tears. Grayson’s cancer has become increasingly aggressive despite chemotherapy and he is out of options. All they can do is try to keep him comfortable and pray for healing. Grayson is dying. I can’t imagine the pain and questioning that little Grayson’s family is experiencing right now.

Sickness and death are directly related to our sin problem. Sickness and death entered the world through the Fall. Sickness and death are consequences of humankind’s initial disobedience and defiance towards God.  Disobedience separated Adam and Eve from God and His perfect plans. This single act of disobedience opened the world to sin and brought trouble and suffering
 
Since the fall though, God has been our healer. Throughout the Old Testament, God healed. 
Psalm 103 tells us this.
 
Praise the LORD, my soul;
 all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
  Praise the LORD, my soul,
 
 and forget not all his benefits — 
 who forgives all your sins
 
   and heals all your diseases, 
who redeems your life from the pit
 
   and crowns you with love and compassion,
 
who satisfies your desires with good things 
  

 so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
 
Isaiah 53:5 promises a savior who is coming, granting increased access to healing through His suffering.
 
But he was pierced for our transgressions,
   he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
   and by his wounds we are healed.
 
Jesus did exactly that. Jesus was in the healing business.
 He performed so many signs and wonders that they couldn’t even all been recorded in the Bible! 
The Word tells us this in the last verse of John; (21:25)
 
Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down,
 I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written.
 
Here’s the thing. If Jesus did miracles then, He still does today.
 
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever. (Hebrews 13:8 NIV84)
 
 He still heals!

So now we know we are promised physical healing in Christ Jesus. How do we put feet to that?

1.) Be sure you are in right relationship with God and others. Allowing sin to fester in your life infects your relationships. Sin needs to be removed. If you are struggling with repeat offender sin, find someone you respect and ask them to hold you accountable. Having sin in your life your life while seeking healing is like a lung cancer patient smoking during his chemo treatments. Your own choices are holding your back from receiving God’s best for you.

2.) Pursue a deeper relationship with God through consistent time of prayer, worship and Bible study. I’m going to warn you though, this is dangerous. The more time you spend with God, the more time you want to spend with God. Seeking God is going to heal so much more than your body, it will heal your soul.

3.) Saturate your life with God’s Word. Soak up His promises. (a sponge filled with water) If you are ‘super saturated’ with the Word of God, what will happen when you get bumped? God’s Word will pour out of you. Meditating on His promises all day long reminds you of His truth when the world lies to you.

Scripture memorization is extremely challenging for me, but not for my son. So Eli and I have been memorizing scripture this week. He’s helping me grow in this area and it’s working! But the thing is, it is WORK. But it’s work worth doing.

4.) Trust God, even if you haven’t received your healing. You will grow in Him during the trial. When I lost my babies eight years ago, that was the longest darkest test of my life. It felt like God literally removed His Spirit from me. I distinctly remember making the decision to worship Him, acknowledging that His holiness was not dependant on my happiness.

5.) Ask your church leaders to pray, anoint you with oil as a symbol of the presence and power of God’s spirit in your life.

James 5:14
Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them and anoint them with oil in the name of the Lord.

Come forward for prayer after service on Sunday morning or Wednesday night. I keep a bottle of anointing oil in my purse, we’ll use it! Also ask friends and family to pray for you. We have a shift Prayer Requests pages. Get on there, use it. Ask for prayer for yourself, but pray for others as well.

6.) Expect a miracle. Trust Jesus’ power, He is able to do anything. (Matthew 19:26 – He’s a God of the impossible) If you are doing the first five things I listed, you can trust that God is going do a miracle. Remember that phrase from the Wedding at Canaan miracle – obedient servants can expect a miracle. When we serve God faithfully, we can trust His miraculous provision!

7.) Rejoice in your relationship with God, whether healing comes right away or not. Even when you’re hurting, God is still God. He’s still good, He’s still sovereign, He’s still saved you, He still works all things together for the good of those who serve Him. Which leads me into my next point.

8.) Know that God is sovereign. Sovereign meaning He has supreme authority and power. Meaning, He’s got this. Praying without an apparent answer does not mean that God has denied your request. His method and timing are not often what we expect, but that’s because His ways are higher than our ways. Here’s the thing that I personally have discovered about God, and millions of Christians who have walked before me have discovered the same thing. You can trust God. The sooner you decide this matter in your heart, the easier it will be to surrender to His will and His sovereignty.

It’s like a tapestry. We don’t use tapestries a lot anymore, but they used to be an expression of art about a particular time period, usually telling a story or depicting and memorializing a particular event. An incredible amount of time, planning and effort went into making a tapestry. Here’s the thing, to a thread being used in the process, the tapestry looks like a mess. It’s just weaving in and around other threads, tied up in knots, seemingly with no purpose or forethought. And even the backside of the tapestry, what a tremendous mess it is! But when the tapestry is finished and you can see the final product, what a work of love and patience – a beautiful creation that only a master artist could produce.

Maybe tapestries are an outdated reference. Maybe an easier modern day example is that it’s like an epic movie – like Titanic or Lord of the Rings. Well in a movie, each prop is carefully chosen, each part cast, each lightbulb put in place, the sound affects selected, the script written and rewritten. And then of course, there’s the editing process. Pastor Rob and I only edit tiny short films – five minutes or less, and it still can take hours. Even just editing the puppet skit, adding all the music and sound affects and cutting the awkward pauses – here’s a screen shot of iMovie – it’s an involved process.

Our lives are a tiny element in this epic movie of life. We see only the teensiest snippet and wonder why it doesn’t go our way. But the reality is that God is working it all together for the good of His Kingdom, He’s the director and the producer. Remember that this world isn’t our final destination. I strongly feel that if we could have a conversation with Stephen or Paul or Peter now they would tell us that every trial, every suffering, every hardship they endured pales in comparison to the joy of being with the King. I think this because of verses Paul penned like the following.

2 Corinthians 4:17
 “For our light and momentary troubles are achieving us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”

Fix is an awesome word here. In my quiet time this morning it said to fix your eyes is to hold a focal point  - much like a dancer spinning circles. They must keep a point of focus or we will be dizzy and confused by the world. We fix our eyes on Jesus to keep our steps sure-footed.

So we know that Jesus is our healer. In fact, I would go so far to say He always heals. Even if little Grayson, dies, he still receives his healing. We can be healed temporarily in this body, but we will be healed permanently in the next.

2 Corinthians 5:1 promises us this; For we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands.

Grayson will receive a healing, one way or the other. I know in this place there are people in need of a healing, and it’s ok to pray for that and I want you to feel free to linger after we close in prayer for your personal healing. But sometimes it’s a good thing if we let go of our own need and pray for someone else’s need. It’s called intercession, Tonight I feel led to stop focusing our own needs and instead pray for this little boy, Grayson. Remember he has stage 4 neuroblastoma cancer. He needs a touch from Jesus in a very real way. His family needs God’s peace and comfort. Will you join me in praying for him?

Apr 13, 2012

Ladies Article Contribution

(for the April/May 2012 edition of ct|woman)

Music moves us, doesn’t it? Music speaks more than words, it communicates feelings from the very deepest level of our being. Music can trigger a memory, or commemorate an occasion. I think we can all agree that music is powerful.

The thing about power is that it can be used for good or for evil. As much as God can use a worship song to stir a heart and convict a soul; Satan can use music to darken the mind and confuse the soul. Unfortunately, I speak from personal experiences during my own teenage rebellion. Music is a powerful force in your student’s life. Parents, I urge you to be informed and involved in their music choices.

So is there a list of ‘approved’ music choices for your student? Not at all. Am I saying that they can only enjoy Christian music? I wouldn’t go that far. Pastor Rob and I encourage students to be aware of what it is they thinking about when they listen to a particular song. If they are thinking pure thoughts about right things (peace, joy, love, self-control) then feel free to listen to it. On the other hand, if they are focusing on sinful things (lust, hate, self-destruction) while listening to a song then it needs to be deleted from their playlist.

Parents, get involved in what your student is listening to. This is going to take time and effort. It likely won’t be your taste in music, but it is important to know what they are putting in their mind. And who knows, your tastes may grow. There are some incredible and anointed Christian musicians singing new songs that you may very well fall in love with! New music can bring new life and growth to your soul.

Starting when I was about sixteen, my mother listened to my music. She had four children and on our frequent road trips, she let the kids take turns choosing the next cassette tape. (dated myself there, didn’t I?) As a grown adult I still send her cd’s of my new favorites – “Grandma Jams” is what we call them. She says she wants to stay current with music happenings. Now that I am a mom, I know her real motivation is a heart status update on her baby girl.

Music can be an incredible connecting point for you and your student. My children and I rock out in the car with the top down on a regular basis. We also blast the iPod in the kitchen while making dinner and setting the table or even during breakfast as we prepare for the day. Love is always the central motivation for these times together.

Your student is always listening to music. Love gets involved. Pull the earbuds and plug their iPod in to the car stereo. Start listening with them and let love lead the way.

“Sing a new song; sing to the Lord, all the earth.” Psalm 96:1

Apr 8, 2012

Happy Easter!








We have had such a beautiful day together! Service was wonderful this morning. Pastor did a great job preaching, the music was terrific, and Jaci and I did a skit that was a lot of fun! A couple weeks ago I had pulled together some clothes to coordinate for Easter, and we had a couple photos taken this morning.

When we got home we did our traditional Hot And Cold hunt for the Easter baskets, the kids really enjoyed it. The Muppets movie was one of their gifts and now we are all curled up watching it. In a little bit we'll head out for dinner at Carraba's - dinner out on Easter is a tradition we started last year. It's nice after such a full day to let someone else serve us. :)

Mar 1, 2012

Yesterday I Changed My Tombstone


After taking 18 classes... spending approximately 30 hours a class.. and 15 trips to Houston..

My papers came yesterday. :) Oh long awaited papers. I went from being regular old Anna Thoreson to Rev. Anna Thoreson - an outward change indicating what God had spoken to my heart at camp almost two years ago. (you can read that post here)

When they came, I went and hugged Rob. Then I hid in the ladies room and had a good cry. I still can't hardly believe that God has called me to this. I feel reminiscient of the moment I found out we were pregnant with Eli.. "What have we done?" The sense of responsibility to preach the gospel is overwhelming. I know that I, in my Anna-strength, am incapable. There are so many others, more elequont, more educated, more suited for the ministry. But I know, that empowered by the Holy Spirit, I can do all things in Christ Jesus. I have not ever experienced a more humbling few moments than those in the ladies room of the Calvary Temple FLC. Thank You, Lord, for never giving up on me. Thank You for coming to my rescue in so many ways! Thank You, for going to such great lengths to reach my soul. Thank You for your persistant and adequate grace. I pledge my life to Your service and the exultation of Your name!

Feb 29, 2012

Leap Day

So I'm wondering... If today is leap day and we have an extra 24 hours... does that mean everything that I do today is bonus? I'm going with yes. Enjoy your extra day and make it count for Jesus!!

Consuming Fire

(shifJV's message from last week)

Segment 1:

To me there are few things more wonderful in life than sitting in front of a roaring fire. Whether it’s in the fireplace in my home or out on a starry night while camping out, I really enjoy a fire. The warmth, the light, the dancing flames, it’s all part of an incredible experience.

Can you imagine life without fire? You may think for a moment, yes, but the reality is that it is one of the primary essentials for existence. Fire is necessary for life just like oxygen and water. If we did not have the perfect amount of warmth, half the world’s population would freeze to death. Without fire there would be no cooking (gasp), no gold or silver jewelry (double gasp), really, no hewn tools of any kind, no glass, no sunlight, no manufacturing. We’d never enjoy a s’more over a campfire or feel the warmth of the sunshine on a cool winter day.

Fire is essential for life.

The Bible tells us in Hebrews 12:29 that our God is a consuming fire. In the Old Testament, in the temple where God’s presence dwelt there was altar that had fire buring on it. God gave the Israelites these instructions; “Remember, the fire must be kept burning on the altar at all times. It must never go out.”

We remember that when Jesus came He fulfilled the Old Testament and tore the veil from the Holy of Holies. Meaning that we no longer have to have a priest work on our behalf. And when Jesus went to heaven, He promised the helper, the Holy Spirit. Through the Holy Spirit we have the very presence of God in us. And it’s our job now, just like the priests in the Old Testament, to never allow the fire of God in our hearts to go out.

If you have ever tended a fire, you understand it’s tendency to go out. In order to keep it burning, you have to pay close attention to it. Add wood, push the coals together.

The same is true with us. We need to fuel our relationship with God with our bible reading and prayer and worship. Like pushing the hot coals together, we need to stay close to other Christians to stay passionate and on fire for God.

When you put a hot coal near something, what happens? It sets it on fire, right? The zeal, and the passion is contagious. God wants to use you to light the fire in others. I love what John Wesley (the founder of the Methodist church and a spirit-filled man; “God sets me on fire and men come and watch me burn.”

Just like the campfire, we need to regularly have encounters with God to keep our hearts on fire for Him.

Segment 2:

So we have a fire in our hearts. We need to keep it burning. One of the ways we do that is by throwing another log on the fire. Let me give you an example.

I have a little story for you. There was a lumberjack contest. Two lumberjacks, one from Alaska and one from Canada were participating in an all day championship competition. They both were to cut wood from 8am to 5pm. Whoever cut the most wood at the end of the day won the competition. The starting bell sounds, and they start sawing. An hour in the lumberjack from Alaska stops what he’s doing, and disappears for about ten minutes. The Canadian wonders if the Alaskan lumberjack has a nervous stomach. After ten minutes, the Alaskan returns to sawing. At 10am, the Alaskan leaves again for another ten minutes. This continues throughout the day. The Canadian is confident in his ability. By the end of the day, the Alaskan has taken 90 minutes worth of breaks. The Canadian is sure that he has won and is planning his victory speech when the bell rings to signal the end of the contest. The Canadian is just giddy as they are counting the pieces of wood, absolutely confident that he will be declared the new world champion lumberjack. He is astounded when they determine, that the Alaskan has in fact, won by a considerable amount. The Canadian is furious, demanding to know how that could be when the Alaskan was so lazy, taking a break every hour on the hour. The Alaskan replied, “I wasn’t resting on my break, I was sharpening the saw.”

This story serves to show us that we are always more effective when we’ve spent time preparing for the work before us. As Christians, we sharpen the saw by reading God’s word daily. It is crucial that you are familiar, and eventually fully knowledgeable of the Bible. You need to hide it in your heart so that you are prepared for whatever comes your way. Deuteronomy 11:18 “Fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds”

Reading God’s word has so many incredible benefits. One of them is that when we read the Bible, it produces humility. You get a sense of who you are in the grand scheme of things, and what you can do to honor God and serve Him within your world.

The Bible also clearly dictates right from wrong.

Deuteronomy 30:14 the word is very near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart so you may obey it.

As you spend time in the Word, you will get a clear sense of God’s leading in your life. You will know in your heart when you have sinned and fallen short, and you’ll feel the thrill of victory when succeed over temptation.

Another benefit of reading the Bible is that it empowers us to resist the devil. We’ve talked many times about how the devil is a devourer, a destroyer, a thief and a liar. Reading the Bible gives you strategies and power to overcome Him. It aligns your heart with Jesus, who has already promised us victory!

Temptation may come as a surprise, but sin is no accident. Satan is laying carefully placed traps for you. There is a way to find passage safely, but you will only find it in the Bible. It’s like a GPS. Let’s say that stands for that God’s Positioning Service. The thing is, you can have the GPS in your car but it’s no good to you if you never turn the thing on, or if you ignore it’s turn by turn directions.

Your Bible left sitting in your room is the same way. If it’s collecting dust on a shelf, one day soon you are going to find yourself somewhere you never intended to be. Just like every step in the directions to a destination is crucial for your GPS unit, so are the steps, ordered by the Lord in your Bible. The only difference is that your life destination is of far greater value than any place you might plug into your GPS.

Segment 3:

Remember our campfire example. When is a fire the hottest? When you first light it and it’s blazing and jumping with all the pretty colors?

No, it’s when the coals are stoked together. There is intensity when we burn together. There are other people in your world who know Jesus. Spend time with them. The Word tells us, “For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.” Matthew 18:20

This is Jesus’ way of saying – the coals get hotter when you get together. Get to work. Remember our commissioning and get in there and get after it. Jesus told us that with the Holy Spirit’s empowering, we would do even greater things. Greater things than what? Healing cripples? Restoring sight? Casting out demons? Walking on water?

God has great things in store for His church. Common vision, unity and spirit-filled seeking will impact our world. And we know that affecting our world is our purpose.

Fire is contagious. A piece of burning log will set another log on fire. The truth is, on fire people set others on fire. We are to passionately engage in the work that Jesus calls us to. We know our mission, to “make disciples of all nations.” We have a clear directive.

The word tells us “The Lord is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentence.” That all would know the saving work of Jesus. That all would reach heaven.

Jesus cares about the eternity of your friends and family just as much as He cares about your eternity.

So how do we burn in a manner that sets the world on fire? James tells us “God opposes the proud but favors the humble. So humble yourselves before God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Come close to God and God will come close to you.”

We talked earlier about how the Bible will humble you. It’s a good thing too, because this verse tells us that God opposes the prideful. Pride was the sin that first took Satan, and then Adam and Eve. God doesn’t have a lot of tolerance for pride.

Jesus was the perfect example of humility. We just need to follow His lead. Reading about Jesus in the Bible is the best way to follow Him. Remember, the Bible is our GPS. God’s going to use the Bible to move you step by step, turn by turn.

The next step in burning is resisting the devil. We can kick him to the curb. We can say no to temptation and sin. I understand that this is tough stuff, but again, let the Bible be your guide. Romans 8:37 tells us we are more than conquerors. Overcomers!

The final step in this verse tells us to come close to God. This verse promises us His reaction.. He will in turn, come close to us. What an awesome promise from an awesome God! Yep, the guy who hung the stars in the heavens and set the continents in place, He, wants to get close to you? It’s a pretty exciting concept.

So tonight, I’m inviting you guys to burn for Jesus. Decide that living lukewarm is not for you. Normal is not enough. Like John Wesley, you want to burn for God so that men might see. If this is your heart, remember these steps.

1) Set your heart aflame for God. Commit to relationship with Him here and now. If you already know Him, throw another log on the fire tonight. Allow Him to kindle what may have grown cold in your heart. Commit to reading your Bible, praying and worshipping Him.

2) Spend time with other believers building your faith. Remember that coals stacked together burn hotter.

3) Humble your heart. Consider Jesus your example. Use the Bible as your GPS.

4) Resist the devil and draw close to God.


If any one of these areas touched your life tonight, I want you to come forward. Altar experiences are the perfect opportunity to grow the fire in your heart.

Feb 16, 2012

Seize the Day

What is courage? ( maybe a cat with a pack of dogs, crossing a tiny rope bridge, rescuing a child from a burning building, standing up to do what is right when everyone else is doing what is wrong)

One of the most courageous people I have ever heard of is Corrie Ten Boom. She was a survivor in a Nazi concentration camp during the second world war. She was a beacon of peace and joy and light in a time that there was no peace or light or joy. She was a single woman who still lived with her father and worked in his watch shop. She helped Jewish people escape from the Nazi regime through an underground network. She was not Jewish herself, but could not stand aside and watch what was happening to these people. She smuggled dozens and dozens of people through her home to safety. She took a stand against evil in a world that where evil was in charge.

Years after her concentration camp experience, after losing her entire family to Nazi brutality, Corrie Ten Boom had an interaction with a guard who had treated her so cruelly. When face to face with her torturer, she battled emotionally with a decision to spew hatred or extend grace. In the end, she shook his hand. This is what she wrote about that experience.

"For a long moment we grasped each other's hands, the former guard and the former prisoner. I had never known God's love so intensely as I did then."

To me, Corrie Ten Boom had to have courage smuggle people through her home. She had courage to survive the Nazi concentration camp. She had courage to continue to believe in a loving God when her world was filled with pain and sorrow and loss and hunger and cold. But in my opinion, reaching for that former prison guard’s hand was the decision that took the most courage.

Tonight we are talking about having courage. Courage to do the great things that God has called you to do, but also courage to do the small things, the personal things that cost a lot. Courage to surrender.

Jesus was a man of incredible courage. He came in a courageous time and in a courageous manner. Even being born to a poor girl, He was brave in knowing that Mary would tend to Him. Imagine, the King of Kings taking an infant form and depending his very life to a teenager.

Jesus’ courage didn’t stop there. He lived a brave life. He was moral, good. He never sinned. That takes courage, doesn’t it? I’d imagine He was called the Hebraic equivalent of a “brown noser” or “goody two shoes” many times. He never fought back. He never held hatred in His heart. The Word tells us that He was sinless. He lived a life of unparalleled moral and spiritual integrity. And yet, He was constantly criticized for this, documented from the time He was twelve, preaching in the temple, all the way up to His death on the cross.

How did Jesus succeed at this life of character? He lived focused on His cause. Do you remember what His cause was? I’ll give you a hint, we discussed it a few weeks back. It’s found in Matthew 28:19.

Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

A few weeks back we discussed these verses. They have name, right? The Great Commission. Remember that the Great Commission needs to be our highest priority in life – because it’s God’s highest priority.

To Jesus, sharing the love of God was so important that He was willing to lay down His life for the opportunity for you and I to restore relationship with our Creator. Jesus seized the day, He showed courage to love the unloved, to put the welfare and eternity of others in front of His own needs and desires.

Tonight, how important is the Great Commission to you? Are you willing to seize the day? Or do obstacles, like your own attitudes and hurts and feelings or the comments or criticism of others stand in your way. The reality is that as much you have a God-given priority to the Great Commission, when you received Jesus and that priority, you put a target on your back.

(video, in the trenches)

It’s important to realize that we have a spiritual enemy that is bent on keeping our friends and family in darkness. The enemy of your soul is fighting your commissioning with everything he has. The Word tells us:

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

The enemy has come to rob, kill and destroy. We cannot forget that is his highest priority. You and are commissioned to fight to reach the lost with God’s love. In order to fight we must be bold, strong and courageous like Jesus. We must seize the day!

When God first spoke to my heart at camp about my calling I thought maybe He’d confused me with Rob. I mean, we were both in the tabernacle that night, we’re one flesh, He could have got His wires crossed, right?

Then I remembered God doesn’t make mistakes. It falls under that “infallible” quality of His. Incapable of mistakes. He really was calling me, Anna.

Since then I’ve had a very personal lesson in that God really doesn’t care so much about your ability as much as He cares about your availability.

Being available is key to seizing the day. Being available is the A in FAT that we always talk about. Remember, we want to be FAT Christians; Faithful, Available and Teachable?

Being available is more important to God than being able. God will make you able. You just have to make yourself available. One of the easiest, and simultaneously most difficult choices you can make in your walk with God is that of surrender. Surrender is simply saying “God, I’m available, use me.”

I say that surrender is easy because it’s kind of like putting a boat on auto-pilot – just push a button and let the computer take over. You are telling God, “hey, this is your boat, have at it!” Surrender is also incredibly difficult because like the boat on auto-pilot, you are constantly fighting the urge to take control of the ship again. Surrender is a daily, moment by moment decision. You need to remind yourself over and over again that God’s will and purpose for your life is greater than your will and purpose for your life.

Jesus set the example of surrender when He surrendered Himself to God, and then again when He gave Himself sacrificially for others. Jesus valued God’s will far above His own. We see this in John 4:34.

“My food,” said Jesus, “is to do the will of Him who sent me and to finish His work.”

Jesus valued God’s plan more than His own well-being. He committed to a life of total surrender.

What about you? Have you made yourself available to God? Or have you decided that your abilities are too inconsequential that God would have use for you?

(video: it starts with one)

Jesus’s single minded devotion and commitment to the will of the Father was the result of surrender in His will and life to the Father’s agenda. This was an answer to Jesus’ prayer in the garden the night before His crucifixion. He prayed “Not my will, but your will be done.”

Before we can seize the day and influence our family and friends, we have to yield our hearts completely to God’s will. We pray “Send me where the need is, send me where you want me to go.” Taking a stand against the devil starts with laying our will down to God.

The incredible thing is that when we lay down our will to God, we stand up with Christ. And we know that in Christ, the enemy is defeated. See, when we go with God, we go with His full authority. God has the final say and Satan will fall. He has no authority over us. We can speak life and truth to our friends and our family when we speak the gospel, the good news. When we go and tell.

Tonight I want to give you three practical steps to seize the day.

First up, you guys know this one, witness. Like a witness at a crime scene, you just share your side of the story. What did Jesus do in your life? The word of God assures us that there is power in our testimony!! Remember, God is looking for your availability here, not your ability.

Secondly, you can pray and intercede. Set aside some time each day to pray. You can get up early and spend time with God, or you can find a time that you aren’t using to it’s fullest. Like for me, I pray while I wake up in the morning in those first few moments where I am conscious, but not quite ready for my feet to hit the floor. I pray in the shower and while I do my hair (especially blowdrying). And I pray in the car on the way to work. This way I feel fully prepared to rely on God throughout the day, because I’ve already been talking to Him all morning!

James 5:16 says “The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.” That means prayers of people walking with God get it done!

Charles Spurgeon said “”Groaning which cannot be uttered are often prayers which cannot be refused.” Praying in the spirit is your lifeline to God. It’s like the red phone on the president’s desk. You have an immediate connection with the Creator when you use your prayer language.

Prayer changes things. “Men may spurn our appeals, reject our message, oppose our arguments, despise our persons, but they are helpless against our prayers.” J. Sidlow Baxter said that.

I read an email from someone this week about a man who refused prayer. I just laughed, because refusing prayer is like refusing mail or refusing air. It just can’t be done. You can pray for anyone, no matter how much they hate God or you.

The last step in seizing the day is perhaps the most important one. It’s being willing to lay your life down. Spend time and energy lovingly serving the people around you. Your love will send a much louder message than even your testimony.

So these three things will empower you to seize the day; witness, pray and lay down your life. I’m going to give you an opportunity now to start from here. Take a few moments and spend some time in surrender here at the altar.

Feb 14, 2012

Garden For Two

I had this idea few days ago and decided to try to spit it out in time for Valentine's for my family. The first song is 'ours' from when we were dating. In fact, Rob sang it to me at our wedding. Leave it to Rob to pick a song with a future - amazing to see the garden God has allowed us to grow. Really looking forward to sharing it with them this evening!!

Annual Valentine's Photo


Been taking this photo yearly for 7 years now. Can't believe how my kids have grown! We are so blessed. I have a few surprises for them this evening. :)

Feb 8, 2012

Run With the End In Mind

(my ladies article contribution for Feb/March 2012)

The goal of Christian life is to cross the finish line and win the crown of life. It is simply not enough to begin walking in the light of God, we must continue walking in the light until the end of our life or the Rapture.

Sadly, we see the salvation decision as a final faith destination for so many students. They’ve been invited to church, they hang out a shift a few weeks or months, and when they come to that crucial decision point, they decide to receive Jesus. Then there they sit, just saved enough to miss hell, but having entirely escaped the concept of lordship.

Preaching as hard as we may, it’s a difficult thing to inspire a student to live a Christian life long beyond their youth group experience. Pastor Rob and I have, at most, three hours a week with your student. In those three hours we pour as much Jesus into them as we possibly can. Our highest priority is to touch each student’s life with the love of Christ, and to inspire them to live sold out for Him.

We have three hours a week to impress this message on their hearts. How many hours a week do you have?

A life long Christian walk needs to be modeled daily. My prayer is that you have not set the decision to follow Christ as a destination, but rather the starting blocks on a lifelong journey with and for Him. Let your student see your faith grow. Allow them to catch you reading your Bible. Invite them to pray with you about their problems, and yours. Pause to give praise to God when a prayer is answered.

Above all, share with your student the importance of finishing strong. This is not a race we run merely to cross the finish line. No, we are running as if to capture the prize. Give God a hundred percent, and express your hope in your teenager to do the same.

“…and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.” Hebrews 12:1

Still Running – Anna Thoreson

Secret to a Happy Marriage

I realize that Rob's and my marriage may make some folks sick. We really, truly still love each other. Today, a fellow youth pastor's wife posted this link to an article on how to love your husband well. My marriage is proof positive that these steps work, this is how Rob and I love each other. Thought it was a good article to share. And let me tell you, being in a marriage like ours is a precious gift that I thank God for every day!

10 Practical Ways To Honor Your Husband

the Sad Blogger

Wow, it has been way too long. I was thinking about blogging this morning, while I was getting ready, and how much I've missed pouring my heart out. I guess I've been pouring my heart out during my quiet time instead, which is far better, I'm sure. :) God has been so dealing with me the past two years, quite literally. I feel like pursuing my credentials has been like a pregnant elephant, literally feels like the trevail of a laboring woman, only much longer than the standard nine months and with increasing intensity as the big moment approaches. But God is faithful. He is my provider and my very breath most days. My dependancy on Him has been ever greater and I feel so blessed and honored to be chosen for His work, whatever that may be.

Jan 26, 2012

God's Plan

(last week's message in our Knowing God series)


Have you ever spent a bunch of time with someone special, maybe family or friends that live far away, and it gets time for you to leave, and you just hate to go?

This happens to Pastor Rob and I every time we go up North. In fact, we are planning for our vacation time this summer, we are going to make the long trek to Iowa, stopping to see all our friends and family along the way there and back. And as much as I am looking forward to seeing everyone, there’s a little part of me that’s dreading the ‘goodbye’ process. It’s hard to hug someone and walk out the door knowing you may not see them for another 3-5 years. We usually linger over goodbyes.

And man, when I was a kid and someone would leave, we’d stand out in the driveway, waving wholeheartedly until their car was a teensy speck on the horizon, then rounded a corner and we’d see them the next time. In fact, my favorite aunt still does that. She stands in her yard, a big smile on her face, waving until you can’t see her anymore, sending all the love she possibly can with you on your way. And you feel her love right down to your toes. I mean, who does that, standing in the yard waving like a goober? She must really love me!

Soon, you’re a mile or two down the road and suddenly you realize you forgot to tell them something, something really important. Something you want to make sure you say face to face. What do you do then? You swing into the nearest parking lot, pull a u-ey and head back to your loved one, right?? This message is important!

Jesus did the same thing with his disciples. He’d walked with them for three years and poured out His life into theirs, even to the point of death on the cross. Death. He was gone, the car had disappeared on the horizon and his disciples had stopped waving in the driveway.

And yet, there was something crucial he still needed to say.

We pick up in Matthew 28:19-20; the very last scriptures in the first gospel. This is after Jesus’s crucifixion and resurrection. He tells His disciples this one last very important thing, sort of a honey-do list while He’s away preparing a place for them.

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very ends of the earth.”

We all know this scripture as the Great Commission. Let’s dissect that term a little bit. If you’ve grown up in church you’ve probably heard it so often that you don’t even ‘hear’ it any more. What does it mean to be great?

Well, let’s start by remembering that words used in the Bible are truer than words we commonly use today. Point in case, I love the word awesome. I’ve been using it since I was a teenager. In fact, at my first ‘real’ job, my boss always teased me about how often I used the word awesome. He’d be like, “hey Anna, how was your weekend, was it awesome?” Back then, and even a little now, everything was awesome. My friends were awesome, Dr Pepper was awesome, the last movie I had seen was awesome, and of course, Rob was AWESOME. I can even remember how delighted I was when I realized that the word ‘awesome’ was in the Bible, I just knew it was a God word!

You get the idea, I probably wasn’t using ‘awesome’ in the fullness of it’s ‘awesomeness’. When we throw around a word too often, and it begins to lose it’s meaning.

A perfect example of that in the Bible is the word ‘good’. You and I say ‘good’ when someone asks “How’s the pizza?” or “What did you think of last night’s Sing Off?” Good is just above mediocre and a far cry below excellent.

But when you see the word ‘good’ in the Bible, it must mean something different, something more pure and holy. Because the Word tells us that God made the world in six days and at the end of each day He said that it was ‘good.’

Hmmm. God whipped up the world in six days and said that it was good? Um, I think I’d use a more fantastic descriptive word, don’t you? I mean, Bob Ross, the painter would paint a tree and call it ‘happy’. God creates all the trees and all the plants and all the vegetation in one measly day and He calls it ‘good?’ I’d call it AWESOME!!

But God says ‘good.’ I think that’s a pretty healthy indicator that His definition of ‘good’ is more profound than mine. And since He’s God, I’m going to go with His standard.

Another Biblical example of ‘good’ is the fact that God is described as good.

In fact, Jesus said in Matthew 19:17 “There is only One who is good.” Referring to God the Father. God reveals His goodness to us in His love for us, His care of us, His mercy on us, and His grace to us.

Psalm 100:5 says “The Lord is good and His love endures forever.” The words good and love are interchangeable. God is good, in all things and in all ways. A good that you and I can’t describe, let along truly comprehend.

So I think we can all agree that when a word is used in the Bible it has a truer meaning than if it’s used at the lunch table or in a thread on Facebook.

So Matthew 28:19-20 is the Great Commission. Great meaning unusually large in size or dimension. Yep, that’s pretty accurate. ‘Go and make disciples of all nations.’ That’s a pretty large scope, isn’t it? Can you get much bigger than all nations?

Great also means unusual in degree, power or dimension. This commission requires a considerable amount of inertia. How can we reach the whole world?? We need supernatural power to even begin to achieve this goal! Thank God that He provided the Holy Spirit to empower our efforts. This task would seem utterly unattainable without the power of the Holy Spirit.

Great means wonderful, first rate, very good. The Great Commission is a noble task. It’s simply a good idea. Of course, that’s because it was God’s idea from the very beginning.

You may remember from the shiftAM Fundamental Truths classes last summer. Truth #4, the Fall of Man, when Adam and Eve take that first bite of forbidden fruit in Genesis, God mentions Satan’s head being crushed. It has always been God’s plan to reach all people with the love of Christ. He has always intended to pursue our hearts with the primary objective of a love relationship with us. What a GREAT idea, truly first rate.

So if we have biblically defined great, and perhaps rocked your world a bit, the next natural question is, what does it mean to be commissioned?

Commissioning is usually done when someone extremely important gives a task to a subordinate or inferior (little guy). It’s also a sign of power being given to the subordinate, like a knight being commissioned into service from a king, the knight now swears loyalty unto death to the king and his mission. The knight’s power comes directly from the king’s sovereign power. It’s an honor to be called into service of the king. Wow, now compare that Jesus’ great commission to His disciples. We are honored to be called to His service.

We are honored because you and I, by our own merit are not worthy to untie Jesus’ sandal or to wash His feet. Our sin and prideful heart should limit any contact with Jesus. Yet through His sacrifice on the cross, we are allowed into His presence. Considered sons and daughters with Him. We are honored to to be called into His service.

Another way to think about commissioning is to picture a warship being commissioned. When a warship is commissioned no longer just a ship, it’s been placed in active military duty, it’s now part of a navy that symbolizes the strength of a nation.

Christ commissioned us.

2 Corinthians 5:17 “If anyone is in Christ he is a new creation, the old has gone and the new has come!”

He’s pulled us out of ordinary day-to-day service into the highest calling – serving our Lord in ministry. We are on active duty, engaging in a real war with a real enemy. And there will be casualties in this war. The casualties will have names and faces. They are your lost friends and family. They are the unsaved masses filling the halls at Madison and Judson and O’Connor and Wood and Harris. They are the starving children in Africa and Haiti. They are the drug runners in Juarez. They are the politicians in Washington DC.

We need to start seeing the people around us as prisoners of war. Satan has them bound in their sin and their self-absorption and their ignorance of the truth. We have been commissioned to share our story, and with the empowerment of the Holy Spirit, they can make the choice to be set free. Just like you and I made that choice.

There is a verse in Revelation that haunts me. It’s found in Chapter 12, verse 11 and it says “They overcame him, by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimony.” It’s referring to Satan. And the fact that we can overcome, we can defeat him by the blood of the lamb, which is a Bible way to say Jesus’ sacrifice and the word of our testimony. Meaning that the war on sin is surmountable. We WILL overcome with the knowledge of what Jesus did for us and the strength of our story of finding Him.

We simply need to be willing to believe in the power of the cross. To have faith that Christ’s blood was enough to cover our sins, to wash us white as snow. And to have the courage to share our story with others.

That is the Great Commission. Sharing the goodness of God with all the world. It will be difficult. If it was easy, it wouldn’t be the ‘Great’ Commission, now would it? But we know we will overcome, we will triumph. Another incredible verse reminding us of our certain triumph over sin is Romans 8:37 “In all things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us deeply.”

We are going to win this thing. And if we put the effort in with our friends and family and the people in the halls of our schools, we’ll see miracles happen and lives changed. And when we give money to Speed the Light we equip missionaries to reach the lost in Africa and Haiti and Juarez and Washington DC and every other place the gospel needs to be heard.

You and I have been commissioned. And we’ve been empowered by the Holy Spirit. God wants each and every one of us in this room to participate in His plan. You personally have opportunities to touch lives that I will never come in contact with. And that’s true for each of you, just as I have opportunities that you’ll never have. You can see why it’s so important to take this seriously. God has called each of us to be used for His kingdom development in a specific way. We need to realize the greatness of this commission and make it our highest daily priority.

We need to understand the honor and the responsibility of being commissioned with God’s plan. I thought this clip from the first Narnia movie would paint a better picture in your mind. Peter has just saved his sisters from certain death, proving his commitment to goodness and Aslan. Aslan is about to call Peter into his service.

(video of a Peter being knighted)

Just like Peter, we have been commissioned by the King. But let’s not forget the end of today’s scripture, there’s a very important condition of this commissioning. Jesus tells us in verse 20 “and surely I am with you always, to the very ends of the earth.”

You do not have to fulfill this great commission on your own. Yes, we should each do our part, but Jesus is with us through this process. When you accepted Christ as your savior, you were sealed with His Holy Spirit. He is with you, even to the end.

So tonight, I feel like God is asking, who will accept His Great Commission? Who is willing to lay aside their stuff to go about God’s work? Who accepts His goodness and grace and receives His plan for their lives? The reality is, when you truly realize who God is and what He has done for your life, the natural reaction is serve Him. We have such an incredible debt of gratitude to our Lord and King.

If you are willing to accept Christ’s Commissioning this evening, I’d like you to come forward and kneel at the altar.

(wait a few moments – with Michael W. Smith’s ‘FREEDOM’ playing softly in the background)

Like Peter received his knighthood from Aslan, picture Jesus standing before you in your mind. Receive His plan and embrace it fully.

He says to you:

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very ends of the earth.”

Lord, inspire these students to receive your Great Commission. Engrave Your mission in their hearts that they would be forever changed to see the world with Your eyes. Empower them with your Holy Spirit. Give them boldness and authority to speak truth into the lives of their friends, their family, and the people they come in contact with each day. Inspire them to give to missions and pray for the lost to receive You. Keep them in Your service until You return to establish Your kingdom. In Your precious name we pray. Amen.

Jan 14, 2012

Surprise for Janet


This woman has been an incredible influence on my life. She is so good about doing for others, so when her birthday was around the corner I decided I wanted to plan the way for her that she would do for anyone else. We surprised her with a ladies luncheon at her favorite local restaurant. It was a lot of fun!

Jan 13, 2012

A Scrapload of Pages


















These are the pages I've done since August. Can't believe it's been that long since I've posted. Also can't believe this is all I've scrapbooked in five months. Craziness.

Jan 5, 2012

Holiday Highlights

Please note, I only say holiday because it includes Christmas and New Year's as well as several events in and around. I firmly believe in CHRISTmas and wished a merry one to everyone I saw everywhere I went this season.

That being said, we had an absolutely beautiful and meaningful Christmas. It was precious to stay home and enjoy being a family.

These photos are in no particular order.

We got the kids all dressed up and took them to Cheesecake Factory for a very special Christmas meal. It was fantastically yum and I'm not even exaggerating a little.


Christmas Day we went to church of course. And Santa swung by our house for some additional gift giving since he'd been by the day before since he knows we are pastors. ;)




I took the kids for Christmas hot cocoa before church that day. They loved it!



My sister, Char, came to visit and run a half marathon in November. It was so good to see her!


We attended a rocking 80's New Years party. I got a good kiss on New Year's night, first time in 13 years of New Years. (we are usually with students at a lock-in).

I'm still crazy in love with this guy. He proposed to me fifteen years ago last month. How is that possible?? I remember thinking on our wedding day that I couldn't possible love him more than I did that moment. Glad I was wrong! I love him even more now and every day since!


Very excited little people on Christmas morning.



getting ready to read Luke 2, our pre-present opening tradition. Remembering that Jesus was the very best present ever!!


Hanging out with my dear sweet friend, Jen and her awesome family of awesome. We took in the lights down on the Riverwalk with about four million other tourists.


Doesn't everyone remember the Alamo at Christmastime? :)


Me and the kiddos at the Riverwalk. Rob had worship practice. sadface. But we still had a blast.



Birthday party for Jesus! We honored the true reason for the season! Thank you, Lord!



Beautiful lights on the river. A beautiful season we will treasure in our hearts for years to come.