Anna-thology

I'm totally guilt-driven.

Maybe that seems obvious to everyone else, but I came to that realization this morning (with help) and it rocked my world. What's worse is that I have no idea how to change, because I've been this way for so long. By this way, I mean damaged. Making decisions out of undeserved guilt is not a healthy way to exist in this world. I need to learn to decide out of what is best for me (my family, the Kingdom) and not by who I'm trying to tip-toe around. Seriously, a big BIG realization for me. Really going to be praying this one through for some time.