It's official. I'm surviving.
Rob's been back in school a week now and I haven't drowned my sorrows in spic and span yet. I think that means I'll make it.
Hard to believe it, I know. I've been dreading these past few weeks for so long I'm not even sure what to do with my spare time now!! It's not great, but it's do-able and it's only 4 more months of my life. That's nothing, right? I can so do this.
Today has been a good day so far. I say so far cause it's three pm and a lot could go wrong or right between now and bed, so let's go with so far. I was up stinking late with Rob watching Scream 3, a pathetic excuse for a horror flick, but I jumped just the same. It was on TBS so all the icky words and scenes were deleted or censored, just the way I like to watch those kinds of things. Then we talked in bed for a while till Rob told me how tired he was and that I needed to let him go to sleep. So I laid there and listened to him breath, all the while thanking God for him and the kids. I feel so blessed on the important things. The little things suck, (car/house/social) but the big eternal things are all in line.
I got a little depressed earlier reading one of my favorite scrapping artist's blogs. She's an enigma for me, I love her cause she's brilliant, but I hate her because she's living my life. An overnight scrapbooking sensation, right here in Springfield. She's a christian, young thing, newlywed. Has a real job too. I can't help but think why can it happen for her and nothing happens for me? Listen to me!! Oh the whining! I'm pathetic. The phones ringing. I'll try to get back to this later.
About Me
- antho
- Every shoot is different. Every family is unique and special. Every couple has their own interpretation of their relationship. There is no cookie cutter session with me. I think if I get to that point, it's time to put the camera down, don't you? We've all seen those photographers - you know the underpaid hourlys at Sears, or the over-paid wedding photographer that you can tell is simply putting their time in to get the same images - just different folks than they did at the last setting or event. I pray before each shoot to be freshly inspired by the people in front of my lens, that I see what God sees in them. He loves each of us as His precious children and delights in our personalities and quirks. I feel like my calling is to witness that special something in you and capture it in an image. The day that I stop feeling that way about it is the day I need to close up shop.
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